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Merci beaucoup for being here. It's the first of the month! It's also my niece's birthday. I told Mom that I feel like it was just yesterday I was holding her in my arms and carrying her around.🥹
I had a dream that I was with John Cena. WTF?? Don't get me wrong, I thought he was really hot back in the day! Why were we in bed together? And you can guess what happened.😍 lol Your girl Xin knows she's going to marry a White guy one day. These dreams are just reminders. lol But I'm still going to continue to swoon over Asian men. #Dealwithit
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| 🎵Where did you get that body, baby? I never seen a body like that before!🎵 |
I couldn't help myself!
And speaking of White men... They sound big mad about ole boy going to China and getting some love. Thinking he's being paid(if he is, who cares?) and saying when you go over there, they'll say hi to you but you're not going to get the attention like he does. Of course, whenever you're a celebrity, you're going to get that type of attention. Who in the world wants to be hounded when they're out in public? Not even some celebrities... They sound so jealous because this is the mindset that White people in general have. I read this post on this forum of this White woman traveling her mid ＊ss to Japan thinking she was going to shack up with some rich Japanese dude and they rejected her. This is the mentality they have that other non-Whites need to be at their feet. And the chick had the nerve to be smug when a Black woman replied that she might get a different response and she's like yeah you 'probably' will. Your experience don't represent everyone else. There's people who like Black folks and I know this isn't what White people, especially Americans don't want to hear but it's the truth. Now get over it.
4/2 I wasn't expecting to wake up in the middle of the night to discover the sad news of the passing of Val Kilmer. I used to have a huge crush on him back in the late 80s and early 90s because of his role in Willow. I thought he was so handsome! With that long hair, beautiful smile and great body! My Dad bought the Prince of Egypt soundtrack cd for me because he was singing on it. I knew he was sick and was hoping he'd pull through. RIP I had no idea he was half Swedish and German. I keep telling y'all how amazing those guys are!💜
I hung out with my step sister again. She got me the five dollar box at Taco Bell which consisted of a beef burrito, chalupa, nachos, soft taco and Starry drink. Man I ain't gone ever get this weight off!!!😟
4/3 My trip to the casino was a waste of time but I shouldn't expect to win all the time. What got me, was me sitting at the machine and I hear someone saying 'looking good.' I ignored them and this person taps the seat and I turn around, giving them the stank look. It was a dark skinned Black dude and he repeats what he said. I said ok thank you... Dude. Gross... He even left his damn phone on the floor and I handed it to him, making sure he didn't touch my hand. I went for the sanitizer immediately. As my mother was talking to the neighbor across the street who was admiring my 'hips', she tells her she got complimented earlier. I don't pay her no mind and had to remind her 'I don't date Black men like y'all do.' I'm not flattered by no man giving me a compliment, especially Black men because they compliment EVERYBODY. I am going to try to exercise and slim down. I don't like this attention I'm getting from Black men. What they don't understand is these men lie their ＊sses off and in the same breath of rejection, will call you unattractive or some other insult. So no, their compliments mean absolutely nothing to me. I can read their ＊sses better than any woman can.
I said I wasn't going to eat from Taco Bell but I don't like to tell people no when they're insisting as well as paying. Hair was in my food! When they're hiring a certain demographic, I guess they're afraid to tell them to wear a simple net on their nappy ＊ss head!
As mentioned on X, my neighbor across the street was chatting with my Mother when I walked up. It never fails to bring up my body. She mentioned my hips and then says 'she's dark.' She's darker than me! This is why I can't hang out with Black women of any shade. They are all insecure about their race, their hair type, their color and etc. Dark skinned women like her are the reason why these light brights don't like me, they are mad that they can't make me insecure about their color, their stinky 'good hair,' their frivolous accomplishments or anything about them. Because of women like her. Remember she said 'the pretty light skinned girl' last month? Why are you gassing up these mediocre, ugly ＊ss women for? I've seen dogs that look better than those heaux! Don't come around me expecting me to gas your insecure ＊sses up(same goes for the dark girls too), get a personality and your own life! Also what was the point of her saying this 'you are natural and have something women want.' WTFFFFF? Ma'am... Oh yeah, I remember her husband messing around with light brights(probably still is but I don't want to think that because he's a nice, descent dude) a long time ago.
4/4 I done went Chinese y'all. I watched Triad Election with Louis Koo, Simon Yam, Gordon Lam, Andy On and Nickie Cheung. This movie was quite twisted...
4/5 I learned the sad news of my step sister suffering a stroke and is in the hospital. When she gets out, I'm going to tell her to hell with Taco Hell, we're going to Panda Express to eat some healthy food! At least we won't have hair in our food. I told her to take care of herself before. I know she misses our brother very much. It's hard on me too. I hate traveling through Baton Rouge on a certain area because it reminds me of that night. And I think about my Mom too. We all need to take better care of ourselves.
I read the Lurking Fear in my H.P. Lovecraft book. This story was spooky and exciting.
I know that it's been a while but guess what time it is, kids? Retro horror game time!
Retro Horror Game of The Night- Killer Frequency
Long game. I heard the references in the game: Haddonfield, Myers, Romero. This game gave you the horror without the gore. I loved the song at the end and wanted to hear the rest! lol
4/6 I see that Ulta has announced their CÉCRED partnership a month ago and now it's here! I will purchase her trial size products because I'm not purchasing no more full size products again! I have so much to go through now! I heard they're really good so I look forward to testing them out to see.
The Black professional who came to the house to fix something, invited us to church. And you know what my answer is? No. I have nothing against church, I have something against those who attend church. The worst people I've met go to church. Racists go to church. PREDATORS attend church. Remember ole boy from years ago, who grabbed my arm? He wanted me to go to church. Technically, I haven't been to church since the early 2000s when I went with a classmate. And folks were judging me then. I'll stick to practicing my faith at home and plus, I don't know what his intentions were since I did catch his eye as he was fixing what was broken. Even weeks ago, when I went to this prayer, the Black men who were working there got curious about me. So no, I'm not going but it would be good for my mother and step sister to go.
4/9 A dream about my future in-laws? Hmm... But I am sick of hearing bad news. I'm not going to disclose what it is but damn, where's the sunshine at? I uninstalled Match Factory from my tablet as it expired today. That game kept me stressed these pass couple of months. I won't be playing anymore games on Mypoints/Swagbucks.
4/10 Today was weird and depressing. I'm going to take a break from the casino. One for losing, and I mean, NO ONE won today! And two, it attracts a lot of creepy, ugly Black men! Like damn, they can't take no hints. They've been speaking to me all day and I didn't respond. I think some women need to dial it back on being kind to men period. Just giving them too much access to you and wasting your time.
⋆ Mystica ⋆ مستكة ⋆
@mysticlustre
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Oct 5, 2024
Women need to learn to be cold to men. Not mean, but reserved. Setting standards for how you are to be approached is essential.
Don’t make unnecessary eye contact, don’t reply to DMs unless necessary. Don’t entertain small talk. Don’t giggle at their jokes. This breeds creeps.
4/11 Video Game of the Night
THE MOTEL- This was ok. Too short. I wanted more.
Korean Horror of the Night- The Piper
If the title seems familiar, I actually watched this before years ago but couldn't remember. That's what happens when you watch too many movies. lol
4/12 I be having the strangest dreams. Why my boy abandoned me and left me with Kento Kaku
I did errands for Mom today. At Crapmart, I got Marc Anthony Grow Long Scalp & Hair Serum, Carol's Daughter Goddess Strength Curl Restoration Concentrate Bonding Pre Shampoo Hair Repair Treatment, Curls Hair Under There, Detox Tea Shampoo, Suave Professionals Smoothing Shampoo For Dry Hair Keratin Infusion Hair Shampoo & Conditioner and Nature's Bounty Optimal Solutions Citrus-Flavored Gummies. I didn't take pictures because I didn't feel like it. But I took selfies!
Melanated Girlie
@Country Slang, Please 🙏🏾 I’m begging you. Keep your daughters away from Black Men. Tell them to Confidently & Proudly marry a Successful European Polish, Swedish, or Dutch Man. You will have peace
Selfies of The Day
Tonight, I decided to check out KARMA:The Dark World. As I was listening to the game, what stuck out to me was : War, Peace, Freedom, Slavery, Ignorance, Strength and Thought Bureau. And you know what it reminded me of? That's right! The 1984 book! I need to finish reading that book. The game is over four hours long so I won't be able to finish tonight but will soon!
I finally watched The Bikeriders. I forgot all about this movie and yes I watched it because of Tom Hardy and fine ＊ss Austin Butler.
4/14 I went to the laundry mat today and was wondering where the elderly Asian guy was. While we were at the washing mat, Mom told me that this Black man's woman was looking at me while I walked over to the Ms. Pacman machine because her man was in the area. She wanted to say something to the lady but what is there to say? I don't want that old, washed up Mr. Magoo looking ＊ss fool! And he has her ＊ss at the laundry mat instead of the comfort of their own laundry room? Ha! Lady get over yourself!
Selfie of the Day
I am looking better everyday despite my bad hair week. lol Xin Lin and and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Hair Day
4/15 It's been depressing all day. No appetite what so ever.
4/16 Dream last night about my brother was so sad. I went to the casino and got better this day. I even tipped the White chick who works there. She's never given me any problems since she's been here. Doesn't talk about me talking too low, she speaks when I come in, compliments my outfits and gives me props when I win. I've never tipped a Black woman/girl because they don't know how to talk to people or at least, hide their distain for their Blackness. You don't call your loyal customer fat or at least insinuate they're fat. I will never give them a red cent of my money personally. I look out for those who look out for me. I don't leave folks hanging. But I still can't stand the White folks down here. Mom wants to go back to Panda Express. lmao
I miss my bro. I really miss my bro...💔
Selfie/Outfit of the Day
Eyeshadow- Bella & Co
Spades- Wet N Wild Halloween stencil with L.A. Colors Black Eyeshadow
Lipgloss- Crapmart
And no foundation!
Tonight I watched some of Elvis with Austin Butler and omg him and that eyeliner was killing me! Can't wait to watch the rest! I haven't finished it because it kept buffering!!🤬
4/17 Finished watching Elvis and whew I was blown away. I am not the biggest Elvis fan, I love a few of his songs but man, he had songs I liked that I didn't know about. lol The ending was sad like I thought it would be. The man wasn't perfect and not quite sure why he's considered racist????? But he was really talented and Austin did his thing! He looked so damn good in those leather and pin stripe pants! Got me thinking about that song Mom is always playing 'This cougar is on the prowl.'🤣🤣🤣
Freebie of the Day
OGX Renewing+ argan oil of Morocco Shampoo & Conditioner
Tonight, I've removed some folks from my following. I might remove more. I'm at the point where I need to start over fresh. As much as I hate IG, I need to have it incase someone offline needs it.
4/19 It's Wrestlemania Night 1! And it's also selfie with no makeup!
Not bad!
4/20 I went to a relative's house for Easter and man, I ain't doing that sh＊t again. She didn't do anything personally, I just didn't appreciate an inappropriate comment that was made to me from someone 'kinned' to my Father. I don't owe either family sh＊t! The f＊ck you mean I need to know them incase I end up dating them? First of all, I don't date Black men PERIOD so how can I end up with a relative? That's something you dumb ＊ss Blacks do! There was more to the comment that I won't say but this is the reason why I try to tell y'all to keep y'all kids away from older Black folks. Just repulsive and disgusting for no reason! I also didn't appreciate them inviting this drunk naker to this. He was getting on my damn nerves!😠
Selfie and Outfit of the Day
Mom took the last two photos!!! Yes, my hair looks like sh＊t again! Might have to stop straightening it.
4/21 Ughhhh I feel like sh＊t today!! My allergies f＊cked my face up!! No more Subway for me as I am allergic to tomatoes!! I took an allergy pill and I can barely stand up!!🥴
4/25 It's been storming most of the week. I ran errands with Mom and ended up with a bunch of snacks again. I've lost a little weight but I need to watch myself. I picked up my weights and did some arm workouts. Still need to get to the rest of my body, especially my stomach.
4/26 Today, we ate some fifty percent off stuffed crust pizzas from Domino's. I thought about the bridge to the Belle of Baton Rouge collapsing. Thankfully, no one got hurt but it made me think about that incident from 2016. Newbies don't remember me being assaulted by this racist, old, ugly ＊ss White woman who threw her cane at me. I could have caught a case with that b＊tch had my father not been there. I wouldn't be typing in this blog right now. It definitely taught me a valuable lesson about the passiveness and disloyalty of Black people. Something is wrong with everyone down here. Not just that bridge has collapsed, but so has the cognitive of the people who dwell down here. After doing some research, I've noticed that this place had a lot of 'mishaps' over the years...
4/27 Mom went on to the church 'we' were invited to by that professional. Getting out of the house is what she needs. I don't feel like being insulted and preyed on by Blacks.
I noticed some things about our store we have to update. We're good but this will definitely affect our sales going forward...
4/28 I've been doing some shopping for Asian heritage month next month. I can't wait to show off these outfits!
I am going to go back to my old quiet self and not talk to people. As I've said on IG, folks are mean nowadays. I don't have friends where I live so I'm not losing sleep over standoffish people. I'm only going to be nice to folks who are nice to me.
4/29
Mistress Ruby ✈️ NOLA 5/1 - 5/6
@SpoiltheeAmazon
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Apr 28
One stopped me and asked me why I was single I said it's because I'm expensive.
Y'all Louisianians got something right for a change. This is why I'm single as well.
My female family member plans to move back upstate. Her son is already out of state working. What will this mean for the Fabulous 1? I need to get off my ＊ss besides gambling and do something! I wonder why Long Beach, CA popped up in my inbox. Hmm...
That I ain't FW you song(well instrumental) describes how I feel about certain folks(family, ex coworkers, former friends and etc.).
My Japanese folding divider arrived today. Will take pictures of it next month!
4/30 And today marks the end of the month. I still need to edit last month's post and such. I have been so behind on a lot of things. Today, I was with my family again and didn't have any problems(other that the kids are bad ASF).🥴 I ain't listened to 94.1 since the early 2000s. Mom and I shopped at Ross for the first time. Here's what I got:
Barbie Tumbler, HK tumbler with candy and purple yoga mat(not shown).
We also ate some lasagna from Rouses. Earlier she mentioned she wish she could get on vacation. Why not go? It's too depressing here! I'm getting my REAL I.D. next month so lets go!
I finally finished watching Karma. I am so lost on the ending because I hadn't watched it in weeks. Next month, I'm going to continue on with other video games. Still have to finish Diablo 2.
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