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So yeah, it's February. It might be the love month or Black History Month(I don't mind but I don't give a damn about Black people-of today-). But here, it's Asian Horror Month.๐ฎ๐ป We will be watching Asian horror movies and video games with reviews. Hopefully, I'll be able to continue doing my research so I can write my stories and add on to the ones already written.
2/2 We've made up our minds that we're going to patronize Asian themed/owned restaurants. Never had any issues(excluding the one from years ago that had that trailer trash White dude working there). I'm like fine with me. I think these past events is my final nail in the coffin to sticking with my diet. I know I've said in the past I was against patronizing Asians but it's gotten better over the years with them so I have no problem giving them my money.
Horror Video Game of the Evening-Incantation
I know you guys will say that I watched this last year. I actually watched the DEMO last year.
2/3 Had a dream that I was snuggled up with this blonde haired, blue eyed White guy. Today is video editing day. One video for TikTok and one for Youtube.
It seems as if my skin has been taking hits lately with the acne and dark marks. I mean, what do you expect when you're going through things? I've brought out all of the artillery so I can clear my skin back up! Join my Patreon to get skincare tips and etc.
2/4 Horror Video Game of the Night- ๅขไนๆๆง: The Walls Still Stand
2/5 I had a dream that Shun Oguri was telling this weirdo light skinned chick that he was in love with me. Awww! Reminds me of earlier this month when I saw Godzilla Vs. Kong on tv that the biggest smile grew on my face when I saw him. People never knew the love I had for this man back in the early 2000s. You just had to be there.๐
2/6 We went to Aldi's today. This is our first time coming here. It's a small store but has cheap prices.๐
Been seeing 111 again. Refer to a previous post on this info.
2/7 Freebie of the Day
Cerave Hydrating Shampoo and Conditioner
Yes, they have hair care now! Can't wait to use these!
2/8 Went to the casinos and was shocked by what happened!!! OMG! So happy for me!!
Lets talk about a pet peeve of mine. I've noticed that lately, these old ugly Black heffas of all skin tones have something to say about my weight. Guess how many pounds I've gained? Four. What? FOUR! Yes four freaking pounds! They acted like I got really fat, I just have belly fat. I've been having belly fat since I was skinny. No one paid attention to it until I gained weight. They went from clowning me for being too skinny and now I'm 'fat' at 129. Interesting. I keep telling other Black and mixed gals, don't listen to a damn thing these rusty dusty Black femons think. They can't even raise good, intelligent, decent human beings so who cares what they think? I will report that lady at the casino to her boss when I return again. That's no way to talk to a customer, I don't give a damn what you think lady. You are ugly, ok? UGLY! I still get compliments despite my weight gain. If I have to get the table, guess what? So do y'all for your faces! Sheesh!
People acting like I'm running around eating cheeseburgers, pizza and junk food all damn day and night. I have been eating healthy lately. You can still gain weight just by doing that too.
2/9 It's Super Bowl Sunday and no I am not watching. I watched some of the band from SU and that's it. I hate New Orleans. I hate Louisiana. Anyway, my step bro's friend came over with a plate of food again! It was cheese alfredo with shrimp, barbeque meats, peas and dirty rice! I only ate the pasta stuff. And they were oishii!!
I just wanted to post this because this picture is absolutely beautiful! Wish my camera took pictures like this!
2/12 I had to rewash my hair because this product that my Mom stopped using, I used in my hair days ago and it made my hair hard. I do not recommend that product! Thankfully I have oily hair, it didn't last in my hair too long.
Storm tonight and I made myself a refreshing smoothie. I haven't made one in a minute.
2/13 I had a dream and my step brother was in it. I've been feeling sad all day. I really miss my bro...๐
Sagittarius
You have an unexpected blessing coming your way so get ready to cry (to tears of joy because it's well deserved. You've prayed for this for so long so get ready to reap the rewards. This could be in the form of a relationship or it could be when it comes to your finances.
Sagittarius: Good Fortune
2/14 Happy Valentine's day!
It's cold today! I had a dream that my Mom and I were walking in this mall to this Japanese restaurant. It was called Miso Tokyo. I walk up and I wasn't sure what I wanted to eat. The Japanese guy handed me some papers for me to look through. I said I wasn't familiar with Japanese food. He asks me when it comes to martial arts, do you hit one guy, two guys or all guys. lmao Meanwhile Mom was already eating at the table. The food looked good.
2/15 I do not want anymore facial devices that requires it to be charged! That Isla crap didn't last! I'll stick with the other stuff I have! Glad I didn't pay that much for this trash!
2/16 Well, today, I decided to do some research on Youtube to get my mind off of the events that transpired on Valentine's day by my unlucky family members. I will be watching some Japanese movies based off true crime. I think I will use what happened with my family as an inspiration for a chapter in my horror story anthology.
This film is based off the Tsuyama incident that transpired in the early 19th century.
Village of Doom
Later on, I watched...
Revolution +1
The other movie I was going to watch regarding that incident, turns out I've already watched it a long time ago.
2/17 Family members showed up out of the blue today. I will not discuss the circumstances but I will be staying out of it. I have a business to run and I'm still in my grieving stage. Also, I would be enabling these repeated (redacted). So nope, I am staying out of it and minding my own business. And to the people telling me to step up, honey, I've been needing help for years and these people never done anything for me. The head he-b＊tch would throw my past and present in my face so she's going to have to face the consequences of her actions. I want nothing to do with these people and want to be left out of it. It's embarrassing and disturbing.
2/18 We went gambling at the local casino. I won some more money. With everything going on, I just want a cheeseburger. I haven't had one in months but I really could use one right now.
2/19 Keep going. You're so close to striking gold. Victory will be yours and all those who doubted you will end up in the losers section:
• Sagittarius
2/21 It's still exhausting over here. I went to Crapmart and Dollar Tree. Got some new skincare for spring.
b.Pure Glow Up set(toner, serum and night moisturizer), Dermasil Labs Exfoliating Facial Scrub, Dermasil Oil Free Night Cream, Global Beauty Care Eye Cream( I have this already ), Xtra Care Anti Wrinkle Cream, b.Pure Revitalizing Eye Serum, Skin Nutrition Multi Peptide Anti Aging Serum, Skin Nutrition Niacinamide 5% + Squalene Serum
From Crapmart, I got some cute clearance items(HK keychain, kawaii bracelet, bracelet/watch set) along with Betty x Bridgerton.
I plan to do at least one of these for Easter!
I finally got my hands one on of my books. Didn't realized how good this book is. I want to keep reading this.
2/24 Freebie of The Day
Lancรดme Gรฉnifique Ultimate Recovery Serum
Still been reading my books... Got depressed out of the blue while playing my game on my tablet as well as reading. The cause? I don't have a clue...
2/25 I took a personality quiz for pay. It says:
Insight into your Big Five result
The Big Five Model provides a holistic overview of an individual’s personality by measuring five key traits. It posits that these traits act as the foundation of your individual character.
None of the five personality traits exist in isolation, and each one operates on a sliding scale between two extremes. Most people will fall somewhere between the two depending on their character.
Understanding where someone's personality is located within these dimensions can help identify their strengths and weaknesses in both personal and professional environments, offering valuable insights into personal growth, relationship dynamics, and career choices.
1. Openness <> Consistency captures a person’s receptiveness to new experiences and abstract thinking.
2. Conscientiousness <> Flexibility highlights the individual's capacity for self-discipline, organization, and goal setting.
3. Extraversion <> Introversion defines one's level of sociability, energy, and assertiveness in social contexts.
4. Agreeableness <>Competitiveness indicates how well one cooperates and empathizes with others.
5. Neuroticism (Sensitivity) <>Emotional Stability measures emotional reactivity and the ability to remain calm under pressure.
The answers you gave in the test resulted in you scoring highly in the Openness trait. You have a flair for the aesthetic and like to surround yourself with beautiful things, be it tasteful home decoration, works of art, or even designer clothing. You tend to be highly creative in both your presentation and in your thinking. Unlike less confident individuals, you are not threatened by new ideas or abstract concepts. Instead, you are able to approach them without prior judgement and see them as an opportunity to learn something new and expand your world view. This way of thinking has a magnetic quality and people often seek out your company.
Professionally, you offer valuable insights into new ways of doing things, and you are not content to do something purely because that is how it has always been done. You are an innovator, and your critical analysis of both company processes—and their wider mentality—means you are often highly successful in your career; no matter what shape that success may take.
Your drive to fulfill your own potential is often foremost in your thoughts, and at times it can make it difficult for a partner to keep up with you. Your imagination is so active that you sometimes run the risk of seeing the world as you wish it to be, rather than how it is. For relationships this can translate into crossed wires and a buildup of resentment if you aren’t careful to always keep an open line of communication.
For those with the Openness trait, your personality has the potential to develop in many different and exciting ways. Always remember that balance is the key to happiness. Although compromise can be hard, in the long run it can offer more rewarding experiences than you imagined. Whilst people love a dreamer, it is important to also see ideas through to completion once in a while and to let those in your life know that you’re truly there, even when things get tough.
Interesting stuff. I'm still feeling down today. This cold weather and dark skies aren't helping me at all.
2/26 I have to say that sitting outside in the sun was something both I and Mom really needed. I brought my book out there to do some more research but this was short lived of course...
2/27 The weather was so nice today until it got dark, windy and chilly. I was outside helping Mom with the yard work. If I gained any weight, I lost some of it now.
A brown ladybug landed on my door. Here's the meaning:
Nourishment and protection
Harmony
Healing, grounding, and stability
Good luck and positive energy
A strong maternal bond
Possibility of pregnancy
Wow this made me smile so much today! Heavy on the last part๐ต๐ซ although I am still holding out hope to become a mama one day!๐
Back in 2006, I watched a movie entitled The Four Brothers. When this guy popped up on my screen, I fell in love!!!
Garrett Hedlund! And he's from Minnesota just like Josh Hartnett! I keep telling y'all all the good looking, tall and non-r＊cist White men are up North!
2/28 Well, it's the end of the month. Boy, so much has happened at a short amount of time. Here's my items from Rainbow.
Everything fits perfectly. The silver stud boots reminds me of my dear Michael Jackson! The skirt isn't really my style based on the color tone but I had to get it!
I tried this vegetable that Mom has been eating for years. I had been avoiding it because of the way it smells and it looks slimy(yuck). However, after I tried it, it's actually really good! Will be eating it from this time and forward!๐
Korean Horror/Sci Fi of the Night
Project Silence
The star of this show unalived himself years ago! Damn what's going on??๐ข RIP
And this concludes our post for February. If you've found this post of use, feel free to comment, share and submit a donation. Head to Patreon! Merci beaucoup and au revoir~✌