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I hope you all are prospering this year so far, excluding Southern people because y'all are TRASH! And you guys know what this month means(also including the sad anniversary of my father's passing), it's Martial Arts March! I put the song at the beginning of this post because it's a song that was sampled by India Arie with my favorite song of hers which is Video! It came out in February of 2001 when I was good friends with this cute Chinese American girl. I miss my homie! She was my best friend... I had some cool ＊ss Chinese friends back in the early 2000s.
I've always loved the message that was in the song Video. I was dealing with a lot of depression while in high school. A lot of folks need to listen to a song like that and learn to love themselves. And I do mean seriously!
Today, I went and got some food from Panda Express. I made a video that I will be uploading to TikTok. I am still trying to hold it together with what's going on with my family. I have to think about my own health and wellbeing as well. I noticed when I was at Panda Express, this Asian Mom checked me out. Asian women stay checking me out(remember last year when I wore those Pride clothes?). lol I actually got this outfit from Rainbow! LMAO
My goodies from Claire's arrived today!
So f＊cking adorable!!
3/2 The Mardi Gras parade is going on in my city but I am at home because I didn't want to deal with these racist ＊ss people(that including da Bleks). We haven't gone in years and it's not the same since my Father and step brother aren't here anymore. We still have beads from years ago but we had to throw away a lot of it. I mostly like to get cookies, candy and collect beads that had huge pendants on them.
Ok this hotel looks amazing! lol
Movie of the Night- Desperado(I had been looking for this movie for years because I love me some Danny Kwan Kwok Chan! This guy is a phenomenal actor and martial artist! Not to mention he's awesome playing Bruce Lee!)
3/4 We went to the laundry mat. After we left there, we went to the local casino. The machines were hitting! I still want to go to the bigger casinos!
There's always time for some leftovers!!
Tonight, I decided to check out Like A Dragon: Yakuza. I saw some familiar faces in this show but the star of the show is f＊cking hot!
3/5 I ran errands today and man do I want to leave from down here so bad. My brother brought up a good question last night regarding my family members should just leave Louisiana because their reputation is tarnished. I need to leave as well because my reputation is pretty tarnished too. You guys can read all through this blog to see that I've been saying this for years but have to realize, I have an elderly mother. She has no help from anyone. All she has is me.
I've noticed that I've gotten rid of almost all of my British stuff. Just need those shirts gone. Along with the rest of this stuff. I still love British stuff. I'm doing a Bridgeton theme for Easter and I will be watching their shows again eventually.
3/7 I went gambling again and was caught off guard again! YEAH!! I'm not worried about anything or anyone else but myself. Boss gal vibes! I've changed my mind on going to the Asian businesses down here. No reason. Just don't want to go other(unless it's Korean or Japanese owned) than Panda Express occasionally.⚠
3/8 Today, I will be exploring Diablo. I remember coming across this game a long time ago when my father brought it up. We saw it at the local Walmart that was in our city. I never got the play it and I s＊ck at RPG games period! Oh yeah, it was also a PC game and we didn't own a PC at the time. So...
Videogame of the Day- Diablo
The OST for this game is really good! Very haunting music.๐ป
3/10 I woke up to a very interesting dream last night. I was walking through this department store in this mall and somehow walked up to this Asian male sales associate who was standing in front of these TVs. I can't remember all that was said but he acted like he knew me. I walked up to this one tv that had these magazines in front of it and asked him why he had one magazine in front of Jackie Chan on tv. He said something I can't remember. He had his head on my shoulder until I turned to face him and he said my real name. Then he holds me in his arms. I was confused until I finally gave in and hugged him back. We hugged for a while until we stopped. He goes to the opposite side and writes my name on a paper that looked like a rain check. He smiles as he held it up, then he hands it to me and gives me five dollars. I never saw him again throughout the dream. I did see my Dad though.๐
3/11 Skincare advice, start throwing away oxidized serums such as Vitamin C once they turn brown or orange in color. They are proven to be ineffective once this happens. I've had to throw away two of them along with collagen serum. Sometimes I think I should just stick with samples instead of full size products.
Tonight I watched Pure Japanese. The star of this movie is freaking HOT! The actor who played the bad guy, he needs his body. I just don't like skinny guys. lol
3/12 This cute Italian guy I follow on Youtube said 'this skinny little muthaf＊cka' and I feel him on this! Anyways, I took my gyaru clothes out of my closet. Will be placing them into the garage. There still work to be done out there as well.
Mom got rid of landline. We've had that phone number since forever. I am sad about it but at least people from my past won't be able to call me out of the blue at night from watching anime being a weirdo. I'll be glad whenever we move. I don't want no more people from my past coming into my life. I've said this many times before.
Cookies N Cream!
3/13 There's no weapon in hell more deadlier than the ones made by man- Diablo
Whoa this game got bars!!
Loving that commercial with Beyonce and Timothy Oliphant.๐๐๐
Tonight, I watched Nosferatu. I am familiar with this title but the only reason I've heard of this is from Stephen King's version which is Salem's Lot. I watched that back in the early 90s. This film felt more like Dracula than the film I watched back then. Nevertheless, damn was Nicholas Hoult๐ and Aaron Taylor Johnson๐ hot in this? LMAO! You know I was going there! Bill Skarsgรฅrd๐ played the vampire but I didn't even recognize him! Definitely fooled me! It was also great to see Ralph Ineson again! I remember him from that British tv show with Tom Hiddleston! Always loved his deep raspy British accent! One thing though, if you live down South, Count Orlok Nossy looks like your average White person down here.๐๐๐
3/14 Ran errands again and purchased these from Dollar Tree.
Global Beauty Care Snail Mucin Essence, Global Beauty Care Rose Quartz Shimmering Facial Serum and Global Beauty Care Snail Mucin Moisturizer
I thought these were adorable and thought I'd try them out! I also picked up those new cheese pizza Cheese Puff chips. I hope I like them!
Moi~
And my lunch/dinner today was Big Fish sandwich with Cheesy Tots from Burger King out of town.
3/15 Went gambling again and got a few change. Got a couple of what my Pops would say 'slap ons' from McDonalds because I was hungry. I hadn't had a cheeseburger in months. While I was at one of the casinos, I noticed on the tv, they had UFC in China. Those fighters are fiiiine! I need to start watching it! lol
I finished watching Diablo 1 tonight. Looking forward to watching the rest of the series. The new one looks really creepy!
Tonight, I watched Kraven The Hunter and whew, Aaron Taylor Johnson is so freaking hot!!!! I know the movie bombed but I just had to watch it in the privacy of my home because ahem... lol๐
3/16 Wind blowing like we are having a blizzard! Today marks the death anniversary of my Dad. I was dreaming of him last week , three days straight. This moth in my room kept flying near my face. Missing him everyday along with my brother and cousin. My support team as far as family are all gone. No one and I mean, no one knows how I'm feeling right now. I can't imagine if they were all alive today to see the clown show going on currently with my Mom's side of the family. I miss Dad trying to be the voice of reason or just doing what I do, which is staying out of family drama.
I moved my weights back into my room. Hopefully. this will encourage me to look down and pick them up. I don't like extra weight on me. I'm not one of those people who gained weight to get the desired look. I'm getting the attention of men I'm not interested in(y'all know who I'm talking about) and quite frankly, I just don't want this extra weight on me. Instead of moving around like I usually do, this weather makes me want to remain in bed. Plus playing Match Factory got me sitting for hours and hours. This too, contributed to my weight gain...๐
I finished watching Street Fighter 6. I know you guys are like what? Yeah I hadn't watched it in MONTHS! I lost interest because of the person playing it on Youtube who kept doing that Judo take down on his opponents. But I managed to finish watching it. I like the game but confused on what happened to the other characters from the original game.
Tonight, I watched Outrage. Never heard of this movie but I recognize the cast as always. I will be checking out the whole series.
My other fortune cookie message
3/17 Damn I didn't even know it was St. Patrick's Day! lol Not dressing up because it's cold! lol I'm really just not feeling it today, just like years prior.
Forever21 will be closing their stores. Like I told Creole Bella, malls are becoming a thing of the past. We're heading towards a colorless, mean, hateful and anti social society. The Mall of Cortana was a colorful place we would go to hang out and shop at. That mall reminded me of "Another Part of Me' by Michael Jackson, especially at night when I would stare at that neon sign. Society just isn't the same anymore. That's why I stick to myself and don't socialize anymore. People are terrible today and it leaks out at their jobs(and as customers). But I've heard of Forever21 twenty years ago through the Gyaru community. We didn't have one in America yet or at least in Louisiana but it was in Japan, in Tokyo. I wasn't too impressed with their clothing but the gyarus in Japan really loved that store. I think the first store was in Los Angeles. S＊cks that the employees are going to lose their jobs.
A lot of these places need to do like Rainbow shop does, which is keeping up with the times. I ended up shopping at Rainbow after Rave(Max Rave), 5-7-9, Wet Seal and Body Shop(Body Central) went out of business! I used to talk bad about Rainbow but it's my go to place now to shop for regular every day clothes. I occasionally purchase from Crapmart but only if it's on sale.
3/18 Had another dream about a snake. And here's another interpretation of it: a dream about snakes in water can also be interpreted as a sign of fertility and rebirth. Snakes in water can signify that you are about to embark on a new journey or experience that could change your life for the better. This could involve a new relationship, a new job, or even a new outlook on life. One of the most common interpretations of a dream about snakes in water is that it is a sign of transformation. Snakes in water can signify that you are undergoing a period of transformation in your life and that you are in the process of moving from one phase of your life to another.
There are days where I don't even want to wake up. Every time I wake up, I ask where is everyone? My phone doesn't ring anymore. No one walks up to me to talk to me(I'm talking about family, I don't want strangers talking to me). If I am blessed to be in a new relationship, a new job and possibly a kid, my life would be somewhat complete and evolved.๐
My other fortune cookie said 'don't live beyond your means.' I like this saying too.
Tonight, I watched Weekend in Taipei. Something different because I love Luke Evans and Sung Kang.
3/19 Freebie of the Day
La Roche Posay Vitamin C Serum
This popped up out of the blew. I don't remember putting in for it but thanks anyway La Roche~ Like I said, I need to stick with samples and small bottles.
I decided to straighten my hair tonight. Not sure why but I had the itch to straighten it for a while.
3/20 Tonight, I watched Officer Black Belt. I thought this movie was really good! I love Tae Kwon Do and was happy to see it in this movie!
3/21 I have been feeling down majority of the day. I don't know what's wrong.
Video Game of the Evening- Diablo 2
So far, this game has been interesting. I do like the name 'Andariel.'
I had no idea that The Woman in the Yard's inspiration came from a short film entitled Don't Look Away on Youtube.
I watched Smackdown tonight. They were in Italy. Man, are those people beautiful! My brother told me he'd love to go and mentioned a city I won't present on here. I love Italian men!
Japanese Movie of the Night- Demon City
I am in the minority to say that I actually like the movie. I don't know if we've seen(we meaning my late father and I) the anime version. We've seen Wicked City. lol But I watched it because I love Ikuta Toma! Thought he was a cutie back then in Hana Kimi and think he's cute now. Actually, the last time I seen him was in that tv series Ouroboros with Shun Oguri. The movie gave off a modernized version of the 80s(which the anime was made in '88). From the clothes, the vehicles, the hair style, really gave off that 80s vibe.
3/22 This is my stuffed crust pizza and pasta from Domino's.๐๐
I am very impressed by this pizza, good job Domino's!!!๐
Tonight was werewolf Saturday so I revisited Project Wolf Hunting. I love a gore fest. I followed up with Wolf Man. I recognize that Italian actor from Kraven the Hunter as well as Possession I watched years ago where he pulled his you know what out. I thought that was very kind, generous and considerate of him to do so. lol
3/23 I was caught off guard when an elderly female family member spoke to me through Mom on the phone. She said that she forgot to tell me how good I looked the last time she saw me. I asked so I'm not fat? She says no and Mom said no! I'm still going to lose weight though.
I feel so much better being somewhat retired from Facebook. I only use my Afrojuku page sometimes, but mostly for updates. It's just time to move on from this sh＊t.
Japanese Movie of the Night- Outrage Beyond
I am digging this series so far! Got one more film to go!
3/25 I started off my day with eating some greens and fruits smoothie. Really needed this. This is probably why I've been feeling down lately, not watching what I'm eating. Then I followed up with my infused water. I feel fantastic today!
I went gambling today with Mom. I won some money for my cell phone bill. My former coworker from a job in 2013 works here. She was very kind to me and even asked me how I'm doing. I don't know why I held so much anger towards her, when it wasn't her fault. She didn't bully me away from that place, it was the others. I'm going to eat some Chinese food today.
Japanese movies of the Night- Outrage Coda
And this concludes this series! Need more Japanese stuff to watch!
3/27 Went on an errand mission today. Glad I got to sit down and chat with my great niece. I told her to only date White and Asian guys. And I dare anyone to have a problem with it. She deserves so much better than this! I was coming out of Aldi when this White guy asked me if I was taking Mom shopping. I said yeah. He tells Mom that she has a sweet girl. lol This caught me off guard with all of the hating I've been experiencing from them these past few years. I still don't like the White guys down here.
And my dinter~
3/29 Went on another errand mission with Mom. I hadn't been eating lately but finally pulled myself to eat today, and it was healthy.. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I posted on IG. Hadn't posted anything in a month or so. I was just bored. I might have to start back using it since they don't know what to do with Tiktok.
Japanese movie of the night- Kingdom 4: Return of the Great General
It's like they made their own version of Dynasty Warriors. lol Of course I wanted to see it because of Shun Oguri! His part was small and I wanted more!! I also saw some familiar faces as well! Some I hadn't seen in years!! Ryo Yoshizawa from Gintama that I watched last year! Such a cutie!
3/30 Tonight, I watched a Gintama Mitsuba arc on Youtube. This show is really funny.
I'd like to talk about the news that I came across tonight also. A Black male Youtuber passed away. My brother and I had history with this dude. He and my brother were on good terms until suddenly, he turned on him for no reason. I ended up getting into it because my brother isn't a good typer like I am. So I ended up going back and forth with this clown. Called me all kinds of b＊tches and sh＊t. He even went as far as calling our house and telling our parents that we were messing with him. Mind you, he was way older than both of us(my brother is eight years older than me). We had left the clown alone after we said what we said and he proceeded to make videos and call the house. This is one of the main things I despise about Black people. when they f＊ck with you, it's justified but if you fight back, all of a sudden, they are a victim. This is why I do my research on these people before I feel any type of way about what may have transpired to them. This guy was terrible. He had no business getting our parents' into this. I am seeing this with these other Youtubers contacting family members over Youtube beef. Grow up! I don't feel sorry for Blacks anymore. A lot of sh＊t that happens to them is their own doings. They treat each other like garbage but others are expected to believe they are victims? That's hilarious. Leave people alone!
3/31 This month has come to an end. This month has been a mix of emotions for me, both sadness and content. Nothing to be happy about, other than those exciting Japanese movies I watched. I just don't want to live down here anymore. I really hate it here. I hate the people so much. I love this comment on TT:
Leonel_Rdz14
I need to get out of USA and travel bc there’s obviously better stuff out there than here
Facts and it doesn't help that this Ispeed dude got me wanting to go travel! His videos have been fun and exciting and shows a different side of China besides the trash that's propagated in American media! Plus the Asian guys there are good looking compared to down here!
I ran errands with my eldest sister. She gave me some money and even bought me a cheeseburger. So far, I didn't have to go to the bathroom. lol I felt so guilty that I did drink water and ate some fruit. lol She asked me if I wanted clothes and I said no. I have enough clothes but I am spotting something at Rainbow that I will buy tomorrow. I always end up having to sell my clothes. After gambling, I had no idea the money I have. Plus I don't purchase anything from places anymore.
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