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If you are wondering, yes the title is based off of that song I heard in a live streamer's livestream. lol Never heard it before. I always discover music a year, two years or even a decade later. I don't listen to today's music too much. But I've been loving that Tonio Armani song entitled 'Help Me Find my Drawls.' Perfect for all of the hot Japanese and Korean men throughout this blog!
Watched more Shogun's Samurai, watched New Japan Pro Wrestling while reading Kojiki. It is a pdf file because I can't seem to find a good book on this subject.
8/2 I spent most of the day reading this pdf book. I am almost finished with it. Before, I read some more of Kojiki. I have too much free time after my online work to not take time to read these books.
8/3 I walked up to Mom and the first thing she asks if I ever ate anything yesterday. I only ate that morning. I spent majority of the day reading books. And playing Solitaire on my PC almost every morning. I am depressed and trying to keep myself sane. I have been missing the 90s, not because of how the culture was back then, but because everyone was alive back then. Been thinking about my Dad and my brother and realizing that it will never be the same again. I don't even want to do the things I used to do anymore. I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
Watched the G1Climax.
Mom calls me to the door from the kitchen and hands me a box. It was a sample box but how long has it been out there? I've gotten no notifications or anything! It was the same samples as before along with a Purple Punch Scented California Car Scent Sample.
It smells really good too! Going right into the car!
I finally watched the Mortal Kombat 2 movie. I actually didn't mind the movie. There were parts that were confusing but most of it was funny. I won't spoil the movie.
8/4 Still feeling like crap health wise. I didn't read any books today, took a break. I think my Dad was in my dream this morning but I can't remember.
Watched GLEAT today. I freaking love watching this!
Tonight, I checked out The Furious and OMG this movie was awesome! Joe Taslim has been spoiling us this year! Damn that Japanese bad guy was HOT! I remember him from Enter The Fat Dragon with Donnie Yen. So many different cultures in this: Japanese, Chinese, Thai, Filipino?
8/5 My period started this morning and I feel like sh＊t. I should have known it was going to start after thinking about Joey Iwanaga(the Japanese bad guy from The Furious).
My step sister called me tonight and we talked for a while. She did text me while I was sleeping that she is coming home next week. I'm looking forward to it.
I've noticed that 1998 has been popping up lately, with Vampires coming on Syfy and me listening to Stay by the Temptations last week.
8/6 Mom bought these Keurig coffee for me that was on sale at Crapmart.
Very interesting blend to it. Edit- 8/18/26 Mom threw it away!😭
8/7 I spent most of the day, going through old posts and reading. It sure made me sad reading about my step brother and my Dad. I watched two more episodes of Shogun's Samurai. I am almost finished with the series.
8/8 I finished watching Song of The Samurai. This series has been great~ My Mom went to a class reunion and brought home food.
This is my first time eating hush puppies and they were great! Even the tartar sauce was delicious! It was good that she went because as I told my step sister, she sits and mopes around too much. It was nice to have someone invite you somewhere. I don't have anyone to hang out or go anywhere with. Her classmate also asked about me again. I have to see her one day.
My step sister called and asked me if I'm feeling better. I told her yes but I'm not really feeling ok. I don't know what's wrong with me.
8/9 I overslept today. It was due to waking up at four and going back to bed. I've made a video about that whole bank situation. I looked back at a blog post from 2021 mentioning going back into being interested in Asian men. I am glad that I fixed that up in that video stating that I haven't been told that I was beautiful by a White guy since either late 2020 or early 2021 which is why I made that statement that they're the first to tell me I'm beautiful. Yeah it's been that long ago, nowadays, they've been showing me nothing but contempt and backhanded compliments. F＊ck them. I'm back where I belong and I'm very happy.
Speaking of Asian men, I watched the G1Climax today.
8/10 I am still feeling down today. It's like I finished watching Song of The Samurai and I still can't stop thinking about it. I still need to finish watching Bloodhounds 2. I've been stalling because I don't want to finish it. Just like I didn't want to finish watching SOTS. I wish Japan would put out more shows like they used to in the early 2000s.
I got into a huge payout study but damn it's for gift cards! It is a product that I really need especially now!
8/11 Watched another episode of Shogun's Samurai and finally caught some of All Japan Pro Wrestling. I feel like I haven't seen this in forever! I spotted this eccentric looking wrestler named Rising Hayato who I couldn't wait to see after I saw photos of him before.
I've got so much sh＊t to do this week and next. I watched the G1Climax and caught a shot of Konosuke Takeshita's nice beige cheeks! You can view it on my Facebook page. LMAO
Even after that! Later on tonight, after watching another episode of Shogun's Samurai, I decided to check out Hanzaisha: Criminal, a Japanese drama that I've been wanting to watch. I watched two episodes and so far, I like it. The only star I recognize in this is Takumi Satoh's big sexy ＊ss.
Sending a big RIP to Reggie Bannister. He was the ice cream man in the late 1970s film Phantasm. One of the many gross movies from my childhood that I happen to love very much! The Tall Man passed away years ago which caught me off guard because I didn't know he was still alive. I have all three movies on DVD and might watch them again sometime this month.
8/12 Ran errands with Mom again. I was walking through Crapmart's school supply and was like wait a minute. That's when I saw it!
Mom saw my kindergarten teacher. She told me that I grew up to become a beautiful girl.
8/13 I had a really long dream and in one point, my late step brother showed up in it. It reminded me of last night when I was summoned into the room to answer a question to a teenager who doesn't even talk to me. It reminded me of him and how that side of the family treated him yet took advantage of him every chance they got. I'm not about to let that be me. I did the right thing by inadvertently saying F＊CK OFF! If you have any questions, I have a CashApp. They expect you to help them but they won't do sh＊t for you but run their mouth about how they think you should run your life. I ain't helping nobody but myself. I just want to sit back and watch them lose it all while I rise to the top.
I haven't been watching any video games lately but I see some that has sparked my attention. I will watch those probably tomorrow and Saturday. I watched another episode of Shogun's Samurai, sadly, I am one episode of the show ending.
I checked the scale to see that I've lost four pounds. Nothing surprising about it as I'm not eating like I used to.
We went to get my step sister from the bus station. She bought me some food from Jack in the Box and boy am I full!
Watched the G1 Climax and damn I hate that Konosuke Takeshita is out of the tournament! He was cooking!
8/14 Slow day. I finished watching Shogun's Samurai and damn, what will I watch next? I still need to watch Bloodhounds. I've been reading the majority of the afternoon while watching the G1 Climax from yesterday! I got so happy to see SHO again! And he still has a shirt on. I've looked him up to see that he didn't always have his shirt on and that he was paired up with YOH at one point. That is hot!
Another PM box coming right up!
I watched two episodes of this Korean show entitled Red Swan and whew, it's good! Rain looks so hot in this! I loved the constant rain foreshadowing in the background because you know, he is RAIN after all. lol I had to go listen to Okayyy by Latto and Doja Cat.
8/15 Today, Mom, my step sister and I went to a local casino. I won the jackpot on the game and whew!!! Had I bet up, it would have won more! Then we went to Rouses. I think we got way over our head with the groceries.
Korean Horror Game of the Evening- THE ALLEY
Selfie of the day
I tried to finish watching Bloodhounds 2 but it was time for bed. I will finish it tomorrow.
8/16 This morning, I went into the garage to clean up and move stuff a little after my stupid male relative left return labels on the floor. He feels some type of way about a message that was sent to him through a third party but I meant what I said. You can run over Mom all you want but when it comes to me, hell no. Like I said on X, ain't nobody about to treat me like they did my step brother when he was alive.
I decided to watch the G1 Climax 36 from yesterday and there's a YOH spotting!!
Why did those hot elderly gentlemen look like Yakuza bosses? LMAO They looked good though!
8/17 I had to take care of some business today along with some errand runs. I finished watching the G1 Climax but turned it off once Oiwa won. lol I'm still going through my mood swings and stuff. I wanted to post this from my X account:
In Japan, menopause is called kōnenki which translates to “renewal years.” 🌸
Not decline. Not “the end.”
A natural transition into strength, wisdom, and a new kind of feminine power.
I love that so much.
Maybe it’s time we start honouring it, too.
Something to think about. I did think about a question my step sister asked me; what if you wasn't here? I think about this a lot.
8/18 You know... As I sit here at one in the morning, I have to say something. As much as I care about my step sister, I have to say that she looks horrible. And I hate saying this. Why is everyone so big right now? I eat just as much as everyone else yet I am being called fat at 128-132lbs. I have a small gut because of a medical condition that I am refusing to get treated due to how horrible the people are down here. I didn't like how they treated me when I got my tooth fixed two years ago nor when they treated my parents whenever they were in the hospital. People just work because they have to, not because they like their jobs. But back to my sister. She needs to lose that weight and no one is telling her. It's like the people who will put into your heads that you should model because they want to give you false confidence. They know they think you're ugly but it's the idea they want you to look stupid and humble you is what they get off on. She needs to stop listening to these n＊ggas because they'll f＊ck any damn body! I never believe their ＊sses when they compliment me, I'll believe the 'you're ugly' lines from childhood before I'll listen to the crap out of their stinky mouths!
I watched two more episodes of Red Swan. This show is something else. lol Plus I needed to wash my eyes from the winner of the match from last night.
Tonight, I finally finished watching Bloodhounds 2! You can't tell me that RAIN didn't use this show to thirst trap!
Showing off his banging body at 40+! He was overshadowing the other cast members. Looks like there's going to be a season 3 so I look forward to it!
8/19 My step sister got me a rainbow snowball today.
Asian Horror Game of the Night- Dread Neighbor
This game was pretty awesome.
8/20 This morning or evening, I started on some new hair bows. I went back to making them the old way. My step sister bought two of my Chinese and Japanese bows.
8/21 Went to Golden Corral with my folks. I don't think I want to go back. The food was fine but I really wanted some Chinese food and they didn't really have any. This place looks different from how it looked before. Some of these jack＊sses were acting doggish over this food.
My breakfast
Overall, everything was ok. Would I return? Nope.
Selfie of The Day
Necklaces- Yin/Yang(Claire's) Butterfly(RainbowShop)
Jacket- ACDC Rag
Top/Bottom- No Boundaries(Crapmart)
I'm still trying y'all. I have a bad tomato allergy as you can see.
8/22 Another day of me not feeling well. I'm not even speaking to my family anymore.
Japanese Horror Movie of the Night Lumberjack The Monster- Kazuya Kamenashi!! I haven't seen this man in forever! Wait, I saw him in Stigmatized Property. Even then, I was like I KNOW HIM!! The last time I saw him was in one of those Gokusen tv series. I remember when I saw Shohei Muira months ago. These guys still look good.
8/23 Woke up early this morning to finish watching the movie from last night as well as catching at least one match of NOAH. I said I was going to stay up last night but couldn't. I was driven by a rabbit hole from last night that lead me to Godzilla. My Father loved him some Godzilla! He told me he watched the very first one in theaters. Something tells me that I need to carry on his legacy. I had no idea that the kaiju himself was based on a true story I've never heard of!
Godzilla 1954
The Return of Godzilla
Shin Godzilla
8/24 Today is my Mom's birthday and boy was it f＊ckery haven over here. All I can do is laugh and keep my distance.
Had some triple chocolate cake
Then I watched Godzilla Minus One tonight. I thought the main actor favored Haruma Miura.💔 Edit- Turns out, he did look familiar as he was in Bloody Monday with Haruma!!
8/25 I spent my evening reading research and taking notes.
Japanese Horror Movie of the Evening- Village of the Eight Tombs (1996)
I learned there was going to be a remake of the original one from 1977. I actually watched that one many years ago. This one despite being good, is obscure. You can't find anything about this film.
8/26 This morning, I did a few errands for Mom and my step sister. My sister got me a WICKED sign.
Not the Wizard of Oz wicked, just for Halloween. I love it!
I spotted this awesome Ghostface Fanta!
Remember when I spotted chucky last year?
Oh, my, my, my
There's a thousand miles between you and I
Oh, my, my, my (My, my, my)
Just a thousand miles between me and paradise
Lyrics to one of my favorite songs from my Youtube playlist. I can so relate to this!
8/27 Ohayo gozaimasu~ It stormed earlier but there was no damage. Thankfully. I decided to capitalize on this somewhat cool weather and exercise. I just hate exercising during the heat even though it's beneficial for weight loss. Folks keep mentioning my step sister's weight, she was the one who in a way reminded me to get back on my back when she asked if I was still using it. I just don't like exercising in the heat, not good for my heart. She needs to get in shape instead of listening to these lying ＊ss n＊ggas telling her she looks good. Again, let me bring up how they used to diss my appearance and call me ugly. You think I'm going to believe them as a middle aged adult? Even the guy she's engaged to said he thought she was over three hundred pounds. See the sh＊t these Black women will take from Black demons just to say they have one? Jesus Christ! That's what Black demons do, lie to your face then turn around and disrespect you the next! Y'all don't learn! Some of y'all need to raise your standards and your self esteems!
8/28 One of my Suave conditioners busted open. It was the same for the shampoo that did the same a year or so ago. I don't know why their bottles are so cheaply made. None of the other products bust open but the Suave bottles. So far, the keratin ones are ok but I have to watch out for them as well.
Golf has been going on. I usually cheer for you know who, but I've been cheering for the Korean and Japanese players. lol
I see that B.R. got some kind of Vintage Fest going on. Eh, I can do all of that at the house. I've said years ago, if I ever get to clear out my garage, I was going to change it into an arcade room. I don't need to step out of my house to be around those demons who won't let go of their childhoods and their backwards thinking. There's more exciting things going on out in California and Texas than here.
I watched some more episodes of Criminal. This show is really good.
This was my diner tonight.
8/29 I woke up at twelve in the morning and managed to catch All Japan Pro Wrestling, at least, the last three matches. And the first one I see is Go Shiozaki!! I missed the Anzai Yuma one because by the time he came out, I dosed off. Speaking of him, I think he was in my dream where he was standing at the front of this door, inside, talking to someone and I hugged up to him with his arm around me. WTF??? LMAO That Kento dude's theme song slaps! I almost got out to shake my ＊ss to it. LMAO
This morning, the first thing I wanted to do was wash my hair. I hate that I didn't do this last week. Skipping out on wash day isn't good. I was missing my fro so I had to revive it for the rest of these months. I might straighten my hair again once it turns cold again. My hair came out great and there wasn't much breakage which is a total shock to me. I only used vegan products in my hair.
I finished watching Red Swan. Whew, what a ride!
I loved the question that Rain asked. That make out session was so hot!
My Youtube algorithm is something else.
8/30 It's the final day for my step sister's departure. And Mom thinks her 'big problem' is gone. No. The problem is not gone. While everything was going on, instead of reacting to it, I sat back and watched it all. My Dad is dead, my brother is dead. We don't have many people left who will 'help' us.
I just need to figure out where to go from here. Something definitely needs to change. I'm still not feeling good, I'm just not as bothered by things like I used to be. I am thankful for everything that she's done for me, including buying my bows that others won't do and the money that I used to win my winnings.
This Jamaican lady I listen to on Youtube say she wants her daughter to date other races. Respect the hell out of her for doing this. Better than these idiotic Black American mammies telling their daughters to stick with Black demons but melon head can date whoever he wants. My brother told me he doesn't understand women these days. I said yeah, they don't have no standards. Their issue with me is that I'm too picky. At least I don't have a revolving door of ex's like they do.
I watched AEW All In and all I can say is WOW! Every match was explosive! I could tell by the presentation that it's former WWE workers on this.
8/31 I didn't get much sleep last night. I woke up from a dream where one minute, I was walking along side with Dad until he walks out of the store. I went towards another aisle. I heard someone saying 'he's still alive.' Then I noticed myself on the verge of crying. I knew that once I woke up, he won't be there. My period started today too.
Mom told me that the elderly Taiwanese man asked about me again. lmao
Here's what I wore today.
Top- D.I.A.
Necklace- Rainbow Shop
I should go back to doing full body pictures since I looked really good day.
I got a meat lovers melt and chocolate chip cookie from Pizza Hut. Yeah, I haven't eaten from there in years.
Video Game of the Evening The Skin Stapler
The creator of this game must have been really h＊rny when he made this game. LMAO
Well, August done came and went. I enjoyed all of the wrestling I watched this month, as well as the movies and tv shows. Goodbye August...👋
And this concludes the August 2026 entry of this blog. If you have found this post of interest, please feel free to comment, share and submit a donation. Au revoir~✌