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May is Asian American & Pacific Islander Heritage Month. I will be watching Asian movies, anime and video games(if I can find any). I wish there were celebrations more geared towards certain Asians, however, the only way I can go to any like that, I'd have to leave Louisiana. No seriously! I like Japanese(or even Korean) themed stuff but it's usually California and Texas who have these types of celebrations.
I got my Japanese folding room divider. I didn't take a picture of it because it's still in the box but here's a gif of it from my favorite website.
Looks just like it! LOL But it has four on it.
Edit 5/2 Here's the pic
Today, I got my editing and stuff done. I was behind and had to post the March post immediately! I admit, I've been hella lazy and just been doing other things.
Japanese Movie Of The Night-Bullet Train Explosion
This month is also Mental Health Awareness and this movie highlighted this, especially with abuse. A lot of familiar faces in this.
5/2 Happy birthday Dad! Missing you every single day and Mom misses you too! Things just gotta get better here, it just got to. As I mentioned months ago, waking up to being ignored, wondering where everyone is at, phone not ringing anymore. It's lonesome here.๐
I was feeling so numb earlier but once I set up my folding room divider and conquered something I couldn't almost thirty years ago, which was Tai Chi by David Carradine, I felt SO MUCH BETTER! I highly recommend this practice for those battling mental illnesses! I plan to try his Kung Fu one next time!๐
I tried the Korean BBQ version of the noodles.
The instructions are never right. I even lowered the time and it still made it watery!!! But it was really good!๐
Take a moment to celebrate the little things you do today—they matter more than you think! ๐
5/3 I checked out one episode of Uzumaki: Spiral into Horror. I watched the live action movie years ago. I might watch it again. I've been a fan since. Boy was this anime intense! Whew! Since there's only four episodes, I'll watch one episode a week.
Korean Movie of the Night- Escape
Interesting movie about North Korea. I won't spoil the movie but the downlow part of the movie had me like this 0_o. lol
5/4 I washed my hair and gave it a blow out. My protein treatment really did it for my hair. I hadn't done this in a long time.
5/5 Happy Cinco De Mayo everyone! No tacos or burritos for us today! We went to Chili's and we had a great time!
5/6 My parcel from Rainbow arrived in the rain.
The polka dot pants are for Mom.
5/7 My left ear had been popping this morning so I looked up the interpretation:
Left Ear as Feminine and Intuitive:
In some spiritual traditions, the left side of the body is associated with feminine energy, intuition, and receptivity. Therefore, a popping sound or ringing in the left ear can be interpreted as a signal to tune into your intuition or be more open to receiving gifts or compliments
expert hearing thunderbay suggests that left ear ringing can indicate someone is thinking or talking about you negatively, perhaps with jealousy or envy.
Spiritual Awakening:
Some beliefs suggest that ear ringing in the left ear can be a sign of a spiritual awakening or a need to pay attention to your inner voice and divine purpose
I had been sad today. This storm is helping no one. I had been thinking about my step brother. I went back and looked at my blog post from last year in this blog:
I logged into my Afrojuku account on IG to see what I missed. No one is really active outside of Creole Bella. Just a bunch of celebrity posts. One post caught my attention: move to another city and start a new life. This is really want I need. My step brother told me last Saturday when we looked up at the sky at a plane going by that one day, I'll be on one. I am looking forward to that day.
And he's right. I just wish he was still here to go on one with me.๐
Venice Beach popped up as one of my backgrounds on my sign in. They've been promoting Los Angeles on tv these past couple of years.
5/8 I finally got my Real I.D. today.๐ I saw this on X.
Sagittarius
YOU'RE NOT HIS FIRST, BUT YOU' ARE HIS LAST
His past relationships were just lessons leading him to you. He didn't know what real love was until you showed him. Now, he's ready to close every other door and walk through the one that leads to you. Affirm 222 (balance and partnership) is following him everywhere. He's about to send text or call, or show up at your door with a confession that will leave you breathless.
I baked these for my father's late birthday.
5/9 Korean movie of the Night- Harbin
5/10 Another gloomy weekend. Baton Rouge had their Night Market which mostly consisted of Chinese, Vietnamese, Thai culture vendors. They were charging entry and I was thinking I ain't paying a b＊tch ＊ss thing! The ones in other states don't charge entry, why are you?
I started back watching Kamakura dono no 13 nin. I stopped watching after a while but I'm back to watching it because I was missing Shun Oguri. Godzilla Vs. Kong was on so yeah... lol
'Europeans smell better than American whites.' They sure do lol๐๐๐
5/12 Freebie of the Day
Macy's Perfume Samples! They sent five this time and not six!๐
With the number 555 representing change, Richardson says it can indicate a major internal or external shift. In the case of something external, it could mean something in your external world is about to change, whether your home base, your career, or relationships in your life.
If you're single:
If you're single and keep seeing 555, it could, of course, mean the change heading your way is a new love interest. It could, however, also mean that right now, you're meant to embrace changes in general, with love being an afterthought.
This number represents change, but it also represents freedom and adventure. If this is a time of transition for you right now, embrace your single-hood and lean into your independence.
The angel number 555 could represent a new love interest, but the best way to find them is to go on adventures that light you up. Who knows—you may just meet someone when you do.
Been seeing this number a lot lately.
5/13 Video game of the night- Onimusha: Warlords
My brother and I played Onimusha 3: Demon Siege a long time ago. We were happy that Jean Reno was in it and of course I loved me some Takeshi Kaneshiro.
Then tonight, I watched Fullmetal Alchemist: The Final Alchemy. Can I ask why is everyone so f＊cking good looking in their movies and tv shows?? It's ALWAYS been this way!!! I used to watch the anime over ten years ago and it was a fave of mine despite me mostly forgetting until I was familiarized with the characters like Edward and Alphonse.
5/15 Went to the casino with Mom. This older White dude tells me if he folded his legs like I did that they'd need a crane and he mentions something about flexibility but I tuned him out. He asks me if I was winning anything and I said I just got here. Seems like the only time they'd talk to me is if they're older. Mom is like that's where the money is. Sorry, I don't want an old husband...๐
5/16 My Listen Flavor shirt from CDJapan.
Sagittarius
YOU'RE NOT HIS FIRST, BUT YOU'RE HIS LAST. His past relationships were just lessons leading him to you. He didn't know what real love was until you showed him.
Lead him to me! lol
John Wick 4 came on tonight and wow... I couldn't even stay up to watch it!๐ซ
5/17 I had a dream about HOOK. Mom wanted him to come to the garage and fix something. He got mad and stood there behind her. He walks to where our washing machine was and I stood next to him with my arm through his and asked him something. Later on in the dream, I asked Mom if he was still here and she says no.
I watched another episode of Uzumaki. I still remember some of these scenes from the movie I watched a long time ago!
Asian Horror Game of the Night- Scarred
5/19 My items from Japan arrived!
I wanted both of them so bad and glad I was able to get them. I still want the black version of the Menhara Chan pants!
Ikigai is a Japanese concept that combines the words "iki," meaning "alive" or "life," and "gai," meaning "benefit" or "worth." It refers to the reason for being or the purpose that gives life meaning and fulfillment. Ikigai is often described as what motivates you to get out of bed in the morning and is associated with joy and a sense of purpose in life.
5/20 Had a dream where my Dad showed up in it. Makes me so sad... He showed up in a dream yesterday morning too.
I almost went through this post without ranting but this time, I have to say something. I am getting sick of one of my female family member's bootlicking ways. I mean, they're all bootlickers on both sides of the family but let me talk about the main one I usually interact with sometimes. We went to a grocery store and she speaks to the men putting up the sodas who was White and the other Black. They didn't respond so she spoke again and they finally said something. I had to tell her after she brought it up that they're suppose to speak to YOU. She says I know but I walked in. It doesn't matter! You are the paying customer, they are suppose to speak to you. I was right there with her when she did this and the look I gave the back of her head could cause Jason Voorhees to shutter. First of all, Black men hate Black women and White men down here are r＊cist on the spectrum r＊tards. I could go a whole day without anyone speaking to me and I'll be fine. Older Black women have issues as evident earlier in the day when this older Black lady was walking close to me and walking in front of me when I was browsing the shelves. I called her a r＊tard too. Y'all hate yourselves and the confident women like myself who are not worried about useless men will continue to look damn good for her age. Y'all along with White women just want attention and it's pathetic. Poor ting tings.
Spotted these at Dollar General,
I miss my Retro stuff!
5/21 It's been a stormy day and I've made my decision to cease from hanging out with my family. I know I've said this in the past but I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of the damn parties when we should be spending money on experience such as traveling. Every time I look around, the main idiot golden child is planning parties left and right! Then the party goers have to buy sh＊t for it! F＊ck that sh＊t I ain't buying a b＊tch ＊ss thing! I care about my mental health and don't feel like kissing up to boot licking negroes who are only tolerating and pretending we're one big happy family.๐
Have you guys seen the trailer to Caught Stealing with Austin Butler in it?? I can't wait to see it!
Sagittarius
You will be in a relationship. A new person will be entering your life & they will be answer to your prayers. They are adventurous, good to look at life of the party, humorous, yet very down to earth, romantic, loves to pamper. They will appear exactly in your life when you are ready to have a serious relationship. This person is ambitious, wise, they love to visit to explore new places. This is a destined love connection so there is no chance that you will miss out on this connection. Affirm 22:22.
Tonight, I watched Cesium Fallout. Yes I saw Andy Lau and watched it because. lol I saw Karen Mok in this. I haven't seen her since that movie So Close in the early 2000s. She still looks great!
5/22 I woke up from a dream that I had about Iyo Sky. She was celebrating her birthday and she had me along with others with her. We were going from place to place and the whole time, I had been trying to get her attention, trying to get her to talk to me and such but she was only gave me a minute of her time. I've had this experience in person with so called friends.
5/23 I like these responses to why certain Black women prefer Asian men over White men(in America):
I think asian (not south asian) and mixed asian men are hot. Like really hot.
(me too, I don't like South or South East Asian guys either)
"I'm dating an older Asian man, I never had this problem. A lot of gen z white males my age are either effeminate and try to mimic black men in some way, or weirdo weaboo incels. Most are outgoing and easy to make friends with but- eh, I prefer the ethnic look. Hispanics are a no go though, regardless of ethnicity."
(I feel the same way. When I was working, I've noticed that these Gen-Z White dudes are trash! Very effeminate and weirdo. I prefer the more ethnic look like Eastern European and Mediterranean.)
"White men only have social power in the west , in Asia especially Chinese men are now dominating hence so many white women loving k-dramas and other Asian content such as Squid Game , Crazy Rich Asians etc . Hellooo TikTok was literally created by a Chinese man and then in trade (BRI ) China is dominating. & white men are notorious for cheating privately hence Garcelle’s divorce among others ."
(I agree and with these new Korean businesses showing up, you are going to see more of these young Korean cats with non-Asian women! And you are right about White men cheating because I am always getting hit on by the ones who are taken and it pisses me off!)
Speaking of Asians... I noticed there is another new Korean business I will be checking out. I still need to check out the Japanese business that's down here too!
5/25 Movie of the Day- Striking Rescue
My only issue with this movie is the quality. Looks like anyone could have recorded this. I don't understand why Tony was speaking English and don't get me wrong, his English sounds really good. And he looks good in this movie, that goatee was everything. That I'm not Tony Jaa was hilarious!
Movie of the Evening- Dragon
I've never heard or seen this movie before. I used to have a big crush on Takeshi Kaneshiro. This movie was dark but towards the end, it seemed like a totally different movie.
I tried these PBJ Reese's pieces!
They were really good!
5/26 I did an errand run for Mom. I saw her talking to a Black lady and come to find out, it's my classmate's mother. I haven't seen her in years and same with her son. Eh, she's going to tell him that she saw me. No offense but why? I remember he didn't like me and I hate when these classmates seem to have amnesia when it comes it. Sure, it was twenty years ago but it's too late to be remorseful about what happened to me. I've moved on, accepted it but I will never forgive them. Ever.
I grabbed some vitamins and got the OGX Bond Protein Repair.
I hope this stuff works. I got it because I found a coupon in my room for it and thought I'd try it.
5/27 I was actually planning on getting away for a while but changed my mind because the place I was going isn't where I want to go. One of my male family members invited me to go with him there in the next couple of months. The place I want to go to is pretty cheap. I need to go asap!
I finished watching the Uzumaki show. Eh, it was ok. I think I like the movie more which I haven't seen in twenty years. lol From what I've been reading the ending was suppose to be different.
Chinese movies of the Night- Customs Frontlines and the Prosecutor
These gentlemen in these movies are hot as hell! Why isn't anyone talking about how hot Donnie looked in this movie??
5/28 Ran errands again and purchased this cute Hello Kitty shirt.
It's too damn big but it'll do. lol
I learned last night that my great niece wants to become an art teacher. I hope she's able to become this and not allow anyone to kill her dreams, like folks killed mine. I was her age where I drew anime, watched anime, video games and etc. I never got the opportunity to become what I wanted to be because I was listening to people who didn't care about me. I don't want this to happen to her. Although I have people telling me it's not to late, it is. It is too late. I turn forty this year. It is too late for me. I'm glad she's far away from people who aren't supportive.
5/29 I don't know why this song popped up in my mind tonight but I definitely had to listen to it again.
Embed fail but it's Holla at me baby by DJ Khaled.
5/30 Man... I put my head down in my hands last night. Mom asks me what's wrong and I tell her that I'm going to bed early because I'm falling asleep. Turns out, I'm just exhausted with everything that's going on. And this will Segway into this topic. I joked with an elderly Black woman in the family about hiring me to help her with her house. She says no I'll do it myself. I'm actually glad she said this. Remember years ago, they wanted me to help another female family member with boxing up her stuff? Yes, this is the same b＊tch who told me to come out there and help them. See, this is why I have no regrets for not helping them. I did offer this time, but I want to be paid. You know who else wanted to be paid? My late step brother. Because he knew the family only wanted him around to use him and not compensate him for it. This is the mindset I have. So don't have Mom calling my name for sh＊t, if you need help with anything. I'm already not going back out to that city you live at for anything in this world. This was the same b＊tch who had Mom high tailing it off back home because of how roguish she was acting over food. glad I stayed home when that happened. This family's affairs don't have anything to do with me. This same clown mentioned prior in the convo that she was going to pay some apes to help her with something but can't pay a woman? That's okay. Now I understand why these elderly Black women f＊ck around and find out when it comes to these niggas f＊cking them up! I don't even speak to elderly Black women anymore when I see them. Nothing but mammies like Gen-X, Millenniums and Gen-Zer0. Disgraceful, no loyal, Black d＊ck worshipping worthless c＊nts!
And I'm going to have a wonderful summer. F＊ck these clowns!
Look at what I got at Crapmart
Hello Kitty hair clips, slippers and offbrand jewelry. The hair clip is broken so it's being returned. I need a break from Walmart... Edit- June- Did you know these m＊thaf＊ckas put this broken thing back on the shelf??? Dammit man!๐
That same family member asked me about something on her phone and I told Mom I don't know. So she said she'll ask my female family member. I'm done helping these people.
5/31 Man I woke up to this song playing on tv.
Celine Dion has songs that resonate with me. But it's how I feel. Been doing this all by myself. Grieve by myself, suffer by myself and etc.
21 Jump Street came on this morning and it reminded me of how much fun I had watching this movie. I loved how colorful and the 90s vibe it gave me when I was watching it. You don't see movies like this anymore and this came out in the 2010s. Now you see all of this colorless, boring setting movies. Not to say the movies aren't good, just lack colorful and fun vibes.
I was listening to this chick yesterday but had to turn it off because she spoke to me truth. I listened again and let me quote her: a lot of Black women being negative in the comments, they are always policing and judging someone when they're in no position to judge anyone, Black women are very c＊cky, they feel like they are above everyone else when they're not, they think they can move things around when the only thing they can change is the Black community but they won't change how they raise their children but they want to police other grown women when they should be doing that. If they focus on being better women and mothers, the Black community wouldn't be the way it is today. They are a bunch of bullies. You bother women on the job, you make them a living hell. You are very toxic and miserable in your lives. You're unhappy with yourselves that you take it out on other Black women. Even the ones with degrees who think they're better than anyone else, talk to you any type of way, got a sh＊t ton of student loans and your ＊sses be broke. They love non-Black women, they encourage their sons to be with them, they love biracial grand children. Some of them need to get help. I'm not going to go off on Black men because you can get off on it, some of you enjoy this because you truly want them. Your opinion don't mean sh＊t to me or to this country. Instead of cancelling someone, cancel your dumb ＊ss sons! You got useless degrees and sorry ＊ss men who drive your cars and take all of your money(sounds like she's talking about that family member). Just because you got a degree, doesn't mean you are smart, you definitely not street smart because you're getting played.
I wonder if we're related because she basically said every single thing I've ever felt about these femon Cenobites! Every. Single. Word.
Well, I've received some disturbing news today. This song describes how I feel.
I love this song and this group!
And this concludes this post for this month. I apologize for the delay. If you've found this post of use, feel free to comment, share and submit a donation. Au revoir~✌