Rainy July

 

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Yep as the rainy hot summer continues...

Anytime a mammy is complimenting you….it is not a compliment

Got this from a live stream chat. I too brush off their compliments. I don't take the compliments from these bougie city girls seriously either.

7/2 So bored but got me thinking... I've noticed that it's cheaper to travel internationally than it is in the USA. The prices to travel here are outrageous!😵‍💫

Tonight, I watched The Killer with Jang Hyuk. I had been thinking about him so I decided to watch it. It reminds me of John Wick. Earlier, I came across a video of him and Donnie Yen on a show together. I never would have thought they would even cross paths.😍

I won't be shopping anymore. Nope. Gotta regroup. After thinking about it, shop for what? I don't go out much and I don't want attention from anyone.

7/3 I am so full of disgust right now. If you are going to allow people into the house to fix something, please keep an eye on these people! People call me paranoid all they want for not trusting anyone but I don't care! I don't trust anyone! Quit all of that skinning and grinning, and pay attention to the 'strangers' in your house! More like demons! No wonder they asked about the 'oil' I sprayed in our home. Things that make you go hmm...

7/4 Happy 4th of July. We didn't do anything today. Mom and I were missing my step brother, who would usually be over here. I exercised today and I'm sore. I need to continue exercising because I'm gaining weight again. That I don't need!

7/7 Today, I had to go to the UPS store to ship off one of my tablets(not the Apple one) and spotted Oh K-dog. 

⚠Edit- 8/12/25 I removed the review because I won't be going to any of these places again(unless I'm invited and whoever is paying).⚠

7/8 Washed my hair today and whew I can't wait for these dyed ends to grow out so I can cut it off! I'm not coloring my hair again! Dries my hair out!

Man they've been showing Asians all day! From Escape Plan Hades to the Daily Show tonight. What's going on?? lol

7/10 This song has been on my mind for about a week.

Gangsta Boo(RIP) was speaking my thoughts!

Korean Horror Movie of the Night- Holy Night: Demon Hunters

The women were beautiful in this movie!

7/15 I've been working in the garage again. My bins aren't leaning anymore. I don't know how I'm feeling anymore. I'm going to upload videos and step away from my platforms for a while. You might even see a different side of me.

I washed my hair later on this evening.

7/21 I had a dream last night that I was in a relationship with Miyavi. We were hugged up in bed and we were sweet talking each other. I didn't like the ending but man, is that man HOT!! Perhaps this is a premonition that I'll be in a new relationship? Hmmm...

I've cleaned my shoes. I rarely do it because I barely wear them. No where to really go to. I usually wear my sandals and platforms.

7/22 I think I had another dream about being with an Asian dude. lol

I am declaring today that I no longer will be a customer of Samsung. This is one of the worst companies I've ever used! I've had to literally, cuss out one of these third world, ugly smelly customer services and he had the nerve to tell me not to use profanity. I told him you don't police how I talk! I was telling my mother, I'm usually calm while on the phone but you have to really drive that out of me. Plus, I'm on my period. Sh＊et... I was finally able to get through another person. I'm going to see where it goes from here before I annihilate their asses on Youtube.

7/24 I finally got out of the house. I went to the bank and of course, there were issues but with my red dragon Karen ways, I did report the gweilo b＊tch to her manager. As I was coming out, I heard someone complimenting my  dress. It was some White woman. I said I didn't see you behind me because I would have held the door open. She says you're wearing that dress and I thanked her. Whew... Weird...

7/26 I washed my hair today and this time, it came out better. Not sure what this product test is but it's been great in conjunction with this hair care products I received from another company.

Sagittarius ♐️ : Love & Stability

I did a little of shopping tonight. I just felt like it. Will probably be my final purchase because I need to make some changes.  I apologize for not posting much. I have been depressed and thinking about things. I just want my life to get better. That's all...

7/27 I got a cheese burger and Texas toast burger from Sonic. I'm stressed...

7/28 As if this month can't get any worse, one of my tripods is broken. It was one of the first ones I've ever owned over ten years ago. And I can't replace it... I just want to be ok.

This might be my final post. I'm just not feeling it anymore.

7/29 Chinese movie of the Night- Relentless Fury (2025)

Can I just say that the fellas in this were hot as hell? Including Sammo Hung's son? Whew!!! Why Vanness Wu out here looking like Prince? lol

7/30 I went to my brother's grave today and broke down. I picked out a cute birthday balloon to put on his grave. I still can't believe he's gone. I just wished he could have lived long enough to prove his critics wrong. He died alone and surrounded by people who didn't care about him. He deserved so much better and I was rooting for him.💔

It's like every time I go out, I want to leave from down here so much. I have nothing left to give this place. I'll never probably work here again. I don't know why I'm even still here... I won't be eating out anymore for a while. I'm saving my money  because it's time to f＊cking GO!

I've also decided not to visit anymore foreign owned businesses down here. I'd rather save my money. Too many backstabbing snakes down here that I'm just over it.

And this concludes this blog post. I apologize that it's not much, i am thinking about moving on from blogging. Just got too much on my mind and in my heart for this anymore. When I tell you I'm drained, I'm DRAINED. Anyways, if you've found this blog post of use, feel free to comment, share and submit a donation. Au revoir~✌